Xanga has been frustrating me because I can't ever upload my pictures. I've reached my "monthly limit" and to upgrade to a premium account, $$$ is involved.

So I've been photo-blogging here instead.

Tata my loyal readers.

Today was a rather eventful day.

The day started by forcing myself out of bed and dragging my feet to the shower (freezing cold one, of course). Fast-forward the hour's worth of putting myself together ie. clothes, iced honey, makeup, mtv, hair, accessories, bag, etc. It took me a considerably longer time to get to school. Stupid Chinatown jam. School was bleh. I am kinda in trouble for skipping school on Monday but it's all sorted out, hopefully. Btw, I skipped school on Monday because I was in a bad mood and didn't feel like committing 3 hrs of traveling just for 2 hrs of school. Doesn't give me a right to take eduction for granted but... I was in a damn bad mood.

My teacher just had to tell me that right before the stats test. He just had to. Of course I couldn't focus and I am very sure I messed up about, 9 marks. Out of 25 :/ At most I'll get a B-? Ah I deserved it. I am willing to get shit grades than to not get any grades at all. I hope my plan comes through. Otherwise... k lets not talk about it.

And then I went back early and met Eunice G at Vivo Starbucks to SMAO (Study My Ass Off). We mugged mugged mugged for I think 5 hours which I am super proud of. I study the most when I'm a) Outside home, b) With a friend/s, and c) At a coffee joint of some sort. Somewhere in the middle of our hXc mugging, we had a visitor (heeeeeheeeeheeeee). Good company is all I will say. I reached home at quarter to 11 and found out that I'll be moving to an apartment in Holland.
Without parents supervision.

So awesome.

Okay now to think of it, today wasn't that eventful. Quite the ordinary school day, but still not quite.

Goodnight. I am going to read my notes to sleep.

(And yes my entry title has nothing to do with anything, the song was just stuck in my head. Thanks Ke$ha, you've totally dominated my mental playlist.)

I'm really glad I finally had the guts to do it. Yeah it did hurt, like somebody pinched you really, really, really hard, but then I just kept thinking about what it meant to me. And Jason was so nice too and I felt 100% safe around him. It all happened really fast though. Like one moment it hurt like hell and the next it kinda felt really good and then it's done.

But you know what weirds me out? The fact that somebody I am considerably close to did the exact same thing on the same day. It's quite disgusting really, cause now it doesn't feel as special and personal as it used to. It was supposed to be my thing. My moving on. But then coincidence had to mess it all up and I feel like its just plain retarded. 15th of July isn't the day I did it. It's now the day we did it. Urgh.
Maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing really but... dang. I really wished I had done it earlier.

I think that's the only thing I regret.

But that aside, I am feeling on top of the world at the moment. Like it just reminds me what I've been through and how much I've moved forward. So every single time I doubt myself, it's there to make me stick my chin up, suck it all in, and smile in the face of the enemy.

Ps. To my dearest friends who've been really supportive even though some of you thought it was a bad idea....thank you. It really means a lot to me.

That's what my mom is nagging me about. She wants me to quit Poly next year and fly over to the Land of Kangaroos to start my Veterinary bridging programme. She's been bringing it up recently, but I never did take them seriously.

I take it as a joke that she wants me to just say goodbye to life Singapore and settle back in Australia (for 4-5 yrs?). Like I'll automatically have mates down under just cause we're connected by Facebook. I've been in Singapore for close to 10 years now. A decade is a lot. People change, I know cause you can see it all over FB. And lodging? And how am I going to fit all my stuff into my luggage?
And what about my beloved darling? What about all my friends in Sg? What am I going to do without them? And my neighbour! I'll be leaving him behind ):

It was a joke to me until we talked about it this morning. I hope that she's just exploring alternatives.

But the thought of living independently in Australia thrills me. Me. All alone. In Australia.
Hell yeah!!
Free natural beaches, surf-worthy waves, lower paranoia, skeletal possibility of hearing the words "CB" "LJ" "KNN" and etc. Girlfriend magazines at cheaper prices, COTTON ON.
Oh and not forgetting the HAMs!

Gah if this really is true, I'll be damn bi-polar.

Facebook isn't allowing me to upload the pictures so I'll do a photoblog! A picture says a thousand words anyway. And I have 100+ pictures, which equals too about 10,000 words. I'm taking the whole morning to do this so, damn you facebook! (Btw I've tried the simple uploader on FB too but its not working either...zzz)


At Manhattan's


Iris with her classic pose, hence the sepia.


Only $9.90 guys! Worth every calorie.


I had pasta ($12.90) because I already had fish for 'recess'.
& Do I look like a Koala to you? (Caroline don't answer)


I love their fries!


Choose your dip


There's calamari, prawns and mussels. I is very happy.




"Ah ya I don't want to use the fork and spoon anymore, I'll just use my hands."

Grr Xanga's photo uploader works well but the peektures are taking forever to load. So I'll just blog mid-photoblog. Yesterday was fun. Hwee Ping, Felicia and I went up to the library to waste away our 2-hrs break. We ended up watching The Back-Up Plan on my laptop. Queue awkward, funny "love scene". We weren't using headphones since TP's library isn't exactly silent and serene to begin with, and I think I kinda freaked out too much to think about turning down the volume. So you can imagine how many heads turned our direction when J-Lo had... a little piece of heaven. Btw, by saying that I freaked out, I meant that I was laughing away too hysterically to think at the moment. Actually we were all too hysterical to do anything.

Then I skipped HAP lecture (I don't think that I know it all, but it's really waste of time to sit in 1hrs listening to the lecture pronounce words from our notes) and rushed to Vivo to get my darling poochy's yeast treatment. Not cheap for just a spray and shampoo. I am starting to think that vets actually do earn a lot of money...

And then I rushed home to teach my maid how to bathe my dog and yada yada, and rushed out to meet Iris and Birthday Girl Xuan Rong for dinner. I was in such a frenzy that I left Xr's present at home -.- Typical me, I don't know why I can't seem to remember to bring birthday prezzies on time.
We reserved a table at Astons but not everyone was on time and they only entertain full-attendance. So we settled for Manhattan's at PS!
Delishh.

Then we walked to Marina Sq to collect my cheque and on the way we were very helpful Singapore Citizens to a bunch of tourists.






Either Iris/ Xr mentioned that our present ah-peks had very nice bods in the past. HA HA HA. I think they look kinda gross... skeletons with abs... 


Walked through CHIJMES just for fun ;)




Iris the cute goldfish ^ ^

I don't really like the new manager of Desigual MSQ, he's so unfriendly. But I got to say goodbye to Abel (his last day is on Monday) and invited me to party with the rest later on. I'll miss Abel. A lot. He's like a big brother/sister/brosis. He looked out for me when I was working at Desigual and although he's gay, he's a good influence to look up to.


I love Sales too :D

We went up to the veranda outside the food court (such nice scenic views of the Durian Jackfruit, Marina Bay Sands & pretty city lights at night!) just to chill and wait for the others ie. JY, Amanda & Glenda. I got addicted to Xr's new iPhone. On the one and only Tap Tap. I'm very much re-considering getting a BB now. If only BB had Tap Tap...
JY and Amanda finally appeared (already 9-plus) which triggered the cam-whore fest. I think we spreaded the cam-whore lovin' to the others around us because soon after they followed suit!


Beautiful bracelet from sweetheart.




Whazzup homehhs.


Hello Kity is kawaii~!


iPhone addicts


Joining the club... I was playing some water slide game. Only managed to reach level 6 > <

Glenda joined us close to 10pm, and we went to Macs to eat cause JY was hungry. But Mac was full house inside-out so we went down to BK. I told them that I didn't know how much I'll miss them until Poly started. It gets quite hard sometimes during the days when you feel like nobody really knows you enough to understand, and you don't know them enough to care. And you just feel... singular. Amongst everyone/ your own passe, you feel singular.
With MG though, I feel whole. Don't know how to explain this but. I thank school days and rough patches and high moments and all that bonding through teacher-dissing.


Heee sneak peek ;)

Oh Xanga just told me that I can't upload anymore cause I've reached the limit.
Grreat.
Rest of the pictures are on facebook (thank god!)

We left around 11 plus and they all had to go homez cause it was late. I decided that I was not in the mood for partying so I didn't go for the Desigual crew clubbing after all. Instead, I walked all the way to Clarke Quay with Iris. And then took the last bus home.



At some bridge... the one opposite Clarke Quay.

On the way home some car pulled up and some guy rolled down the windows and said that his friend thought I was hot?! I peered in to see who his friend was hoping it could possibly be the lovely neighbour of mine but it was too dark so I went on my way to the lift. The car overshot me though and they made this u-turn and stopped where I was. I tried looking in again and. And. And. And.
OMFG NEIGHBOUR.

!!!
!!!

I was not very sure if he was the 'friend' so did the stupidest thing. I walked away to the lift like I couldn't be bothered. I am quite mad for wasting such a rare opportunity. But that totally made my day awesomer (if it could get any better!).  

Even my sister couldn't ruin the good mood I was in. She did get on my nerves a lot last night/today morning though. But hee I was happyhannah92.